Well yet again

We went to the hospital around 3:30 this afternoon because I was having contractions around 4-5 minutes apart and they were getting pretty painful, but guess what, it is 8 and I am back home.... That seems to be the trend with Olivia. I have a bladder infection and they said that there is no doubt in their minds that I am having contractions but they are not strong enough to do anything to my cervix, so I am still at 1cm and 75% effaced, so in other words nothing is happening to my cervix.... I am trying my best not to be upset about it but it is so frustrating. I think the next I go I am not going to tell anyone until I have an IV hooked up to me, maybe that is what is jinxing me...haha. I guess I am little worried that I won't know when I should go back since I have been twice now and nothing... I am sure I will know next time but I am afraid that if I go again it will just be the same thing let them watch me for a few hours and then just be sent home. I am 38 1/2 weeks and I have been pregnant since July so I guess I am just ready, you know. For all of those that have been praying for us please continue because I just know God is hearing them and will continue to do so. Just pray that He will keep me safe and that this will be a good delivery when it finally happens. Love you all